I am always nice to pple. Only when I have PMS or feeling super stress, I will erupt. Coz I tried my best to be nice. The unhappy things all bottled inside me. I do self-talk for counseling purposes.

Life is tough, and yet there are so many unhappy things around us to make it tougher. Why be unhappy.

It’s a torture to be upset, angry, emotional – all these end up still hurts yourself. No matter how close other pple are to you, they cannot feel what you felt. Coz they are not you. Cried till eyes swollen, feel the heart pain (not heart attack – touch wood!), only you yourself suffer. No one can feel. It can been seen, but cannot be felt.

When pple say ‘ I feel for you ‘ – it’s just a console. Just a pat on the shoulder. But its enough to warm the heart – at least someone cares.

I will be nice – even though pple might not be nice to me. I feel good being nice to people, helping people. Others might see it as KPO, some even have doubt in you action – think that you have motive, up to no good. But there could be just one in the thousand that will appreciate you, that ONE can make the difference – its rewarding already.

Yeap, I will be nice – even if you disagree. Isn’t that what you see in me?